Screaming at myself (another poem)

[Shannon(guitarplayer)]

I could rip out my heart and give it to you
I scream at myself for loving you
I would walk a million miles to see you
All these things because of you
Because of me
The disease within
I can't let go I need the struggle
I need you
It's as simple as that
the disease makes me scream
Makes me want to rip my heart out for you
Nobody sees the real me
Because I'm afraid
If I become the real me again you'll leave me
From loud to quiet
From outgoing to shy
From high to low
From laughing to crying
Do you see what your lack of love is doing to me!?
I'm screaming!
I can't breath!
I really believe I can't live without you!
I need you!
I breath you!
Just let me go!
So I will understand!
Or keep me close and blind me with love!
Make up your mind your way too kind!
Oh if only you could read this and see the real me!
Of course I'll maintain my control!
Let the inside crumble
And show a smile on the outside 
Come to me
So I can breath.....

[Mischievous]

okay Alanis Morissette, calm down!!!
Some major hugs are in order.

[Dave H]

Wow Shannon !......you write Brilliantly !....

Dave

[Shannon(guitarplayer)]

Mike: thanks for the comparison she's one of my idols
And Dave thanks  I'm still working on it so it's not complete